Unexplained Absence

One of my "est" (sweetest, loveliest, bestest, dearest) friends died on September 14. Her name was Corrie. She was exceedingly kind & supportive. Certainly one of my biggest fans. Corrie had been sick for years, but her end came very quick. I could not put two thoughts together regarding her death, so please forgive my absence these past weeks.
      What kind of work do you do when you cannot even think? I made a new color chart, because when things don't make sense ruled lines & boxes can be filled with chromatic options with a sort of mindless mechanism. 

Thank you for understand the absense & bearing with me in these upcoming weeks as I re-calibrate. Peace be with you.